well you all know that I have been sick.. and it’s true I almost gave up on llife, in fact I thought to myself Lord time for me to go home! The sufdfering was bad.. and I lost all my energy! infact I found it hard to even lift up a sppoon let a lone dirnk my own water… Everythign seemed to be going wrong, and I felt liek Goid had turned his Eyes away from me… I called out for healing and everythign but things got worste.. I then remmebered I had a healing cd.. i popped it in.. and just in time I would think… I felt like I was gonna die and didn’;t want to live on… But the healing cd said to proclaim that I WILL LIVE FOR CHrist and proclaim his rightouesness… It was a fight.. and it reminded me of fighting the good fight of faith.. Then I got a txt msg from Sulee tellign me a testimony, somethign I don’t get often, it was random to me, BUT NECESSARY, it came just on time… reassuring that God is still around, Later I asked a couple of people to pray and at the end every one… IT was a tough time and a battle for me , to be honest I wanted to give up on life… then I was htinking.. prehaps just some people to visit me… just to uplift me.. I prayed asked God, JErm called n offered but He was gonna go to kuantan after that so I thought better not if he falls sick thats it.. then Alex,William, ALicia, Bbc came over.. I was kinda relif.. actually knew that God was telling me, I havn’t left you, and I won’t.. .The only thing really keeping me aliove before all these reassurments was to know that I wanted to be alive to have a family… something God has put into my heart I guess… I said I prayed for my wife(furture) all this time no way I can just die before meeting her, let me at least get a family then die in peace! Hehe… strange way to live eh? well I’ll tell you this experience hs drawn me closer to God once more… great eh? Thank God for everything He has done! There is no doubt in this world that makes me not believe God, on the day of the rapture, I’m gonna go to heaven, I’m gonna be the one wiht the Lamb! I tell people… the truth that is God… the World has corrupted the truth for so long, so much so that everything seems liek a conspiricy, but I tell you that the turth is was and always be around.. God bless

Listening and hearing to lots of conspiracy theory i have. Many a time believed at once i did without a doubt.

When the silent hours came, I start to recall all these things which i’ve heard;

Examples:
1. Conpiracy of man landing on Moon
2. Conpiracy of bible being Tailored
3. Aliens live among us (YES my speciality)
4. Maison, money changer organization and the story of GOLD.
- and many more of coz

All these have something in common, there are truth and mixed with something which we do not have facts and unsure of. It sounds so true at first but then again, theres no solid evidence of it happening.

I’ve just finished listening to Pastor Joseph Prince’s sermon on Revelation (again after many months). Again, there are truths here and there referring to the bible but also uncertainty in some parts as theres no solid evidence. He also mentioned in his sermon that some pastors got some revelations wrong; bascially they mis-preached and had confused many.

Searching for truth was in one of my to-do-list. “The truth will set you free” Thing is, has anybody found it? Has anybody found truth in anything at all? Conspiracy is everywhere. Even if someone is caught red handed on tape stealing, others would say that the tape has been altered just to frame him.

Just felt tired of all these theories. I remember i wrote this down during one of the sermons:

“Just believe? Or continue to seek truth that is ever so far away?“

It’d be easier to just believe without seeking the truth, but i find it all so wrong.

Kent Hovind mentioned “We believe in the beginning God, and them in the beginning Dirt“

Being Christians we try to find truth and it evolves around the bible; its the centre of our understanding. But doubts will come in as everyone has a treashold and when theres enough conpiracy; its just a matter of time.

“Equip yourselves with a shield by surrounding yourselves with the word of God and stand firm on rock solid foundation.“

I conclude that whatever we believe in will be the foundation of the truth that we’re going to find out. And only time can tell.

Fustrations fustrations fustrations. “I sense anger….” Time to keep myself cool to avoid getting into the Dark Side…

I met a monster behind the steerings of a black Perdana WKF 6544, please watchout for this Indian driver.  Don’t offend him and pray hard he won’t trash your car on the road.

Pastor said ’sometimes it is just an impression, nothing spectacular..’ during the second lesson of Nehemiah dynamic leadership class. This verse striked me and I mediated it quite awhile.. God brought the little subtle thought that I brushed aside in my subconcious mind to the very surface on that day. I have to agree that God’s idea may not be something looks big and grand, often, it is just an impression that least notice in my eye. Nothing sounds Amazing, Just a simple whisper. Do you hear it? I do.

I like this blog! Not that complicated

Hi!

Yea every one let’s not forget this is a YOSB- Year Of Supernatural Bounties! this year let’s  buckle up.. no point sitting down here doing nothing, those who do that will rot! Let’s do supernatural things, through Christ! Because Christ is supernatural and we are the very people whome He has annoited with His blood! I’ve been listening to pastor Joshuas cd of wisdom.. it’s pretty good, breaking through our laziness, if we are willing.. and really searching for wisdom! I suggest those who don’t have it to get it! and those who do LISTEN to it.. plug it into your phone.. Dpod or whatever MP3 u know the deal! listen to it, when your bored.. listen to it, when u need help from God.. you need wisdom.. or breakthroughs esp through your Laziness.. or stress ! and be reminded this is a YOSB

God bless you all,

-Chris